17 -because i fucking felt so.

And without you is how I disappear

And live my life alone forever now

How will it matter after I'm gone?

Because you never learned a goddamned thing

You're just a sad song with nothing to say

About a lifelong wait for a hospital stay

And if you think that I'm wrong

This never meant nothing to you

In a city of fools

I was careful and cool

But they tore me apart like a hurricane

Give me therapy

I'm a walking travesty

My lungs gave out

As I faced the crowd

I think that keeping this up could be dangerous

I'm flesh and bone

And the experts say I'm delirious

Arrogant boy

Love yourself so no one has to

They're better off without you

There's no escape

I'm so afraid

Of being cold

Just to cope with society

I'm sick and tired of this so-called life

Without room to breathe

I toss and turn in my bed all night

Am I the only one who finds no peace?

My future's lost

My future's torn

My disappointment knows it all

I'm stuck

I'm locked

I'm paralyzed

The gate is closed

I'm left outside

This is the silent place

Where millions die and no one cares

This is the silent place

This is the world that we have built

All these words have lost their meaning

I just hope you hear my silent scream